I've let it go too far. It's become such an integrated part of my life, I don't know who I am without it. It defines me. It's on my mind every single second. I recalculate over 10 times a day to ensure I didn't make an error. I organize (avoid) social outings based on it.

But it's also my closest ally. I get to experience success. It's a change I get to see. It's a change I can control. I can't make people appear into my life. I can't change my surroundings. But I can change this. And that's the best part about it.