Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I feel so damn good.

For months, I was drowning. Constantly living in the past. Questioning if I had done this or that if things would be different. Wondering how I would ever get passed it.

But I can honestly say, even if it took me 6 months, that I'm over it.

I'M OVER IT!

And now I'm taking my life back. I'm not wasting anymore time waiting anymore - not that you are even worth waiting for.

I still am grateful though. Because despite all wasted tears, I got to experience something great. Were the feelings real? I'm not sure. But I know that it doesn't matter. For 6 months, I was happy and I felt invincible. Then we crashed and burned.

But it was worth it. And that's all that matters.

3 comments:

K said...

LISSA!

I'm happy for you :)

G said...

I love you. I'm glad you're happy and doing well. I'm glad that you don't regret any of it because you shouldn't because it's what has brought you here and what has brought you that much closer to the perfection that's waiting for you.

<3

Mary said...

im happy that you dont regret it :) ginas right