I have less than a month to make a decision that will impact the rest of my life.
Talk about pressure.
I could stay at Grand Valley. I get to keep the scholarship I worked hard to earn. I get to live at home and be close with my Mom. I get to double major so I know that if I don't like being a paralegal I have a business degree to fall back on.
Or I could transfer to CMU. I have to pay full price. I would have to live alone. But I get to major in nutrition. Something I'm passionate about - in theory.
What if I transfer and I hate nutrition? I can't handle the science aspect of it. I miss home too much. Then what? I gave up my scholarship for NOTHING. I made my parents move me up to the middle of nowhere for NOTHING.
Or I could transfer and love it. I could have the college experience I didn't have at Grand Valley. I could love dietitics and feel like I'm actually going to enjoy my job once I graduate.
But I don't have the answers. So how the hell do I choose?
2 comments:
your mom is always going to be close to you. you deserve the college experience that you havent gotten so far. and you deserve a job you like.
just my opinion
you should definitely go for something you love. you should definitely put yourself into a new situation.
i think that having to do a double major just to have something to fall back on that you dont really care about isnt what life is about.
but. like kaity said. its just my opinion. :)
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