I am sick of thinking about college or how I "missed the boat" when it came to bonding with people on my floor - or even people in general. Because honestly I didn't miss the boat. I don't have any interest in befriending these people.

And unlike some people I am not going to change who I am to fit in. Does enjoying being by myself make me a failure at college? No. It's who I am. I like listening to my music and watching my favorite TV shows. Do I want to make new friends? Obviously. But with people who like me for me, not the person that would fit in with them.

So if changing who I am is the only way dorm life is going to get better, then I guess I'm going to be sitting in my room a hell of a lot.