Thursday, September 25, 2008

Be yourself...but be sure to fit in.

Just when I'm finally starting to think that maybe I can do this someone or something reminds me why this is so far from where I want to be.

But I'm not trying...or at least that's what everyone likes to tell me. Be more open. Stop living in the past. Go out of your comfort zone. I've heard it all enough to last me a lifetime.

Maybe I picked the wrong college. Maybe I should have gone further away. Maybe I should have done honors college to meet people more like me.

Or maybe I hold a grudge against college because of what it took away from me.

I can analyze and wonder all I want but nothing's going to change. I'm still going to be here, I'm still going to feel alone, and I'm still going to want to go home.

1 comment:

elizabeth rae said...

just keep trying lisa. i know thats hard to do. but i know you are trying and persistance will pay off.