Can I go back? Please?

I miss high school.

I spent all of high school waiting for college. Dreaming of what it would be like. Thinking of all the great friends I'd make and the hot boys I'd want to date. Working my ass off to get good grades to get a scholarship.

But now all I want to do is go back. Because the moment high school ended was also the same time when my life was finally becoming what I wanted. Then college came and took it all away.

I have not met these 'lifetime friends' that everyone says you meet in college. I haven't even met right now friends. So what does that mean? And besides, who says your lifetime friends can't also be the ones you graduated from high school with? Because those were some pretty great friends.

As for hot boys...insert snort here. Even if there were any, I'm not sure I could handle it. A boy talks to me in my poli sci class and it makes me completely uncomfortable. I want to tell him that he should not be talking to me like that. I have a boyfriend. But oh wait...that's right, I don't anymore. I just live in the past too much to remember that.

And all that hard work? Now I just have more of it. I never considered how you'd have to keep certain grades to maintain a scholarship. Talk about pressure. Any bad grades = bye bye thousands of dollars. It was nice knowing you...