I don't know what to do.
I'm not happy anywhere.
I hate being at school because I'm surrounded by tons of people but it's as if I'm invisible.
I hate being home because I'm surrounded by memories I want to forget. I remember the way my life used to be. Before things changed. Before my best friends moved far, far away or changed more than I thought would be possible.
At home though I at least have comfort. And I have my mom, a best friend who isn't going to change or move to another state.
But I'm afraid of moving home because I want more than that. I wanted to make new friends. I wanted to meet an amazing boy. I wanted to love college. So if I move home what does that mean?
2 comments:
it means that you won't have the discomfort of living in a dorm. you can do all those things while living at home. i am.
i know i haven't been around much lately, but i love you, and miss you.
i love our talks, so if you need one, i've got plenty stocked up.
:)
text me anytime to chill. i would love that.
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