Sunday, November 30, 2008

For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic

a couple months ago this week would have torn me apart. but it didn't. it wasn't what i imagined. it didn't feel the same. it didn't even come close to feeling like it.

it's a strange feeling though. looking at someone you knew so well and seeing someone else. and obviously it's sad...but what can you do? it's out of your control. the sooner i accept that, the better.

also.

stop pretending like you know everything about me. stop thinking that you know everything in general. stop telling me what i should do.

but i'm glad you seemed so convinced that i will fail. because i love proving people wrong. and it's going to feel so good when i'm the one who's happy and you realize what an idiot you've been.

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